I finally got to see those two pink lines on my OWN pregnancy test
I never thought about being pregnant.
I never 'saw' my life with a bunch of kids.
I never worried about "IF" I would be able to get pregnant until after I was married.
And once I woke up and realized that maybe not getting my period would mean having a hard time getting pregnant I never thought I would be a girl who could just buy a pregnancy test at the store and see those two pink lines and do that surprise thing where you tell your husband in some cute way that you're pregnant.
I didn't think I'd be the one who had an ultrasound to go to where I actually SAW an alive embryo or baby in the appointment.
I didn't think I would go to the baby store and register for all the things. Or hold my own baby that I helped make or the ONE that the baby shower was FOR.
I hosted at least 5 baby showers for my family and friends. Finally I got to the point where I couldnt' go to them anymore.
I couldn't imagine any of it.
Mostly because I believed that I was different, that my body wasn't capable and that I was INFERTILE.
And I let a lot of people tell me that. I LET that belief IN. I didn't have to. I never had to. But I didn't know I had a choice or some alternative option other than what the professionals said.
I mean, No one in my world was saying you can heal your body, you can change ANY outcome, you can become fertile even if you don't see how right now.
You can do it another way, even IF everyone is saying that you ONLY will get what you want with fertility treatments and specifically IVF.
Humph. Yep. No one was telling me what I REALLY wanted to hear.
I wanted someone to tell me, nothing was ultimately wrong, that even though I was a healthy girl, that I didn't know what I didn't know about how the body needs certain things in order to get pregnant easily.
I wanted someone to tell me I could still be ME and have a healthy body. That it wasn't true that my only alternative option was a whole lot MORE acupuncture and eating a lot of yams and nuts and gaining a bunch of weight.
That didn't feel right and it wasn't working anyways.
But I'm here to tell you:
The baby shower gets to be for YOU. Not hosted by you.
YOU get to be the one to go pick out everything you want for the baby.
YOU get to go into an ultrasound and come out with those little black and white pictures and excitedly text your family and parents the first sneak peaks of what your baby will look like.
It gets to be YOUR TURN.
It seemed like a mystery to me, a dream, something for everyone ELSE, but not me. Because I had LABELED myself as infertile or the one with issues.
And guess what?
I had to be the FIRST ONE to change that label and be bold enough to give myself a new label:
One that included:
✨ Healthy
✨Capable
✨Healed
What label will you choose for yourself? Because only you can decide and move forward from there.
My Baby Body Ready program is open now for you who knows inside that you ARE capable and you are ready and willing to look at the things that are in the way.
Your body is just as deserving and capable as mine was the whole time. June 5th 2019 I got to see my pink lines on that test all by myself. Are you ready to see yours?
Early Bird pricing is open through Saturday, message me with any questions 💗✨🍎
